Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Monday, August 2, 2010

stupid game

So we lost yet another game of softball last night and i got really upset this week. I think its cus i expected better of myself but i mean what do i expect if i don't practice. I even missed a game last week cus i went to mexico plus i never played in a league before so of course im going to blow really hard but i still got upset knowing all this.

I was really mad at myself for making dumb decisions and just being so crappy so now I'm determined to get better. I need to improve. I need to hit the cages. We have practice this thursday and im going to practice my heart out. I hate being so crappy at something even though i have the potential to be good at it.

This experience woke me up not only in the game but also spiritually. HA! funny God.