Monday Night Madness (literally)

I did not know the level of my passion for my reskins team until tonight when we got dominated by the Steelers. As the game looked more and more grim my anger and frustration grew and festered into an ugly metamorphed form me me wanting to smash my phone into the wall and yell at the tv hoping that the coach could hear me demanding to know what was going through his head when he called a PA pass into 3 defenders on 4th and goal 1yd from the endzone when portis had over 100 yds alone and the entire team combined barely had 50 yds. wtf is the point of a running back if you don't use him for 1yd..... 

I had no idea that i could have these feelings watching my team go down with such shame. I can just see mai lan's little face smiling and i just get more and more intense. Im so glad i was not watching the game with her. 

I want to buy one of those display cellphones so that when things get ugly i can just chuck it and pretend like it was the real thing. I bet that would feel so good just chucking that thing and letting all your tension smash a little hole in the wall. 

Something is inside of me and its growing every game day. This could get ugly the longer the season progresses. I might turn into this ugly fan and end up buying a bunch of worthless souvenirs.