4! 3! 2! 1! San Diego

shoot... only 4 more days until i leave... its starting to hit me slowly that i'm going to be going away. Honestly i never thought that i would be the one to go away from nova and live off on my own. I don't know who would have done it but i didn't know that i would be doing such a thing ever in my life... 

I'm over the scared and anxious stage and im now more excited and curious as to how events will unfold. I can't wait to get there to see how it is and to meet new people. It's going to be a crazy new experience for me. 

This past week and last i've been trying to meet up with people like crazy and my life is a chaotic mess. I have to schedule people into my life recently and i can't just do whatever i want. I almost messed up once cus i forgot that i had promised a lunch date and was about to go out to eat lunch with another person instead... 

I wish i could meet up with a lot more people but time just isn't permitting it.  Its hard to balance friends, family, and family friends all into one week. 

Anyways... only 4 more days and im off to see what lies ahead of me. This is insane... this is a dream... this doesn't seem real.