Hope You're Doing Well

I just wanted to wish everybody back at home a "hope you're doing well" wish. I step back and look at all my friends around me and its kind of sad and exciting, sweet and spicy, swicy. 

People are working, getting ready for more school or in the processing of getting a job and its just like nobody is really a "student" anymore. People are buckling down and finishing off their last bit of whatever or trying to get settled in somewhere. Everybody is doing their own thing and trying to move forward in life.  

Its kind of sad that we don't really hang out together like we did in college and now everybody has things to do and what not. That really about all i miss from school.

I wonder where we will all end up after we've gotten settled down a bit. I wonder where I will be cus i feel like im the one who is kind of still lost as to what i'm doing or going to be doing. 

What state will i be in?

What city will i be in?

How long will i be there?

Who will i meet?

What kind of place will i live in?

What church will i go to?

How close will i be in relation to God's path?

What will i be doing?

So many things are just up in the air in my life right now. Even now i'll end training in about 3 weeks(which is super short but man living here for 3 weeks already it seems like an eternity) and i have NO idea where i will be. 

3 more...

Finally starting to count down the days of training FINALLY!!... why doesn't my caps button work well... the heck... stupid mac. anyways

got about 3 more weeks of corrections 2 more weeks and then a week of like mocks and testing kind of not really but to make sure that we are fit for the "working" world. which means that after the 2nd week we get mocked by the 2 head honcho's so im going to have to freak'n study my butt off that weekend like there is no tomorrow cus im not trying to stay here longer cus i can't explain a few concepts in an articulate manner. 

o man i can't wait to get out of this freak'n nowhere. fjakwlfjwkaefjawe i get tingly just thinking about leaving. I won't even miss it! YES! YES YES YES! tomorrow if friday. another step closer to breaking out of this jail.

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OMG IM SO BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Helio

So i get really bored at work sometimes and i was just looking at cell phone stuff and i just learned that Helio is now a crucial competitor and not only that they have the best rates around. 

They have their best deal in my opinon for 65 a month for 1000 mins and free unlimited everything from internet to gps to txts everything and antyhing u can think of unlimited for 65. 

Plus their phones are not that bad and really cheap unless u get the super phone but still its not bad. Im thinking of switching to Helio as soon as my contract expires. Join the wave.

Homesickness

Ok i figured it out. You start to feel homesick when you are bored out of your mind and your out alone in the middle of nowhere.

You're not homesick if your having fun or just enjoy where you are. For ex. when i was at school i was never homesick cus its so much fun there and there is just always people to see and places to go cus u have a car and what not.

Poway..... first of all is in the middle of a desert AND i have no car. All i do is work and its long hours too.

I just got my first wave of homesick this week and i miss playing at school. I still think the sophomores are freshman even though they are turning into jrs.... where does the time go.....?